So Tired

That deep drag that weighs you

Pulling you down

Making you weary

Wraps you tightly

That resigned sigh from your soul

So world weary

Lost in the masses

Lonely and longing

Your eyelids are heavy

The muscles are loose

No strength left in them

Screaming for some rest

Look around you in hopelessness

That horrid feeling comes back

You think hard and wonder

Why should you go on?

Lean back and think hard

Shut your eyes tight

Play it over and over

All the reasons come

Weigh them all against each other

Calculate them intently

Add and subtracting

Wait for the decision

Curl up and shut your eyes

Thinking deeply and mulling it over

Play it through your mind

So tired, just can't think

The clock ticks on loudly

Deep soul-felt sigh

One single tear slips down

Soft sob escapes

Hold yourself tightly, sobbing

Rocking back and forth

The tears stream down

So, so tired.