Soul Rain

Standing in the rain

            Face up

            Drenched

Gloomy sky churning above

            Matches mood

            Depressing

Feeling the far depths

            Clutching me

            Holding

That grey coat surrounds

            Wrapping tightly

            Clinging

That bone chilling cold

            Seeps in

            Settles

Sinking into its clutches

            Feels It

            Surrounds

I'm so very tired

            Weighs me

            Heavy

So much rain within

            Clutches soul

            Holding

Deep claws sunk in

            Biting scratching

            Holding

How to go on

            Want to?

            Undecided

The comfort of oblivion

            To rest

            Finally

Such a hard struggle

            So tired

            Weary

Keep on trudging along

            So stooped

            Weighty

When does it end?

            Will ever?

            How?

Long winding road ahead

            So far

            Endless

So much pain involved

            Searing soulless

            Hurts

Slow swirling blackness comes

            Deep dark

            Weighty

Have to make decision

            But how

            Complex