Undecided

Lost and Confused

            Dazed and Wondering

How Can I?

            How Can't I?
I want to

            But I can't

My heart tells me to

            my mind screams no

Pulled in two different directions

            tearing me apart

Will I?
            Won't I?
Can I?

            Can't I?
Why not?

            What would it hurt?

Shall I?
            Do I dare?

Who would know?

            Would they care?

It only affects me

            So why not do it?

I don't know

            maybe...maybe not