{\rtf1\ansi\ansicpg1252\deff0\uc1{\fonttbl{\f0\fcharset0 Times New Roman;}}{\colortbl ;}{\stylesheet{\s0\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\f0\fs20\kerning28 Normal ;}}\paperw12240\paperh15840\margt1440\margl2160\margr1440\margb1440\headery1440\footery1440 \deftab720\pgnstart1\viewkind1\viewscale100\fet0{\*\docvar{ColorSet}{-1}}{\*\docvar {ColorPos}{-1}}{\*\docvar{StyleSet}{-1}}{\*\docvar{StylePos}{-1}}\pard\plain\pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 {\header\pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\tqc\tx4680\tqr\tx9360\fs20\par }{\footer\pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\tqc\tx4680\tqr\tx9360\fs20\par }Jill\u8217\'92s dilemma ( MM MF FF)\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 Point of view is important in a story. this story deals strictly from the wife\u8217\'92s point of view from learning about her husband is bisexual and how she should deal with it\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 This started off as a normal Saturday; I did the routine chores in the morning a couple of loads of laundry when the morning was half over. Jim our neighbor showed up to watch the game with my husband John. They got some chips and beer before they went in to the family room to watch the pre game show and I went back to my chores. I went through the supper menu for tonight and figured I needed to go to the store to get some extra items for the evening meal. The trip the store was pretty uneventful I manage to get in and out of the store in good time, which was surprising with it being a weekend. I just had a few things to bring back in to the house so I didn\u8217\'92t bother getting John to help me bring in the groceries. After a few minutes I managed to get the stuff put away and start getting organized for the evening meal. I then went back to our bedroom to get changed and get a load of laundry to the laundry room. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 As I walked past the family room I looked in on John and Jim to see if they would like me to get them something from the kitchen. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 I could not believe what I saw; there was Jim on his knees sucking John off. At first I was repulsed beyond belief but at the same time it was as if my feet were nailed to the floor I literally could not move and I could not speak even if I wanted to. I wouldn\u8217\'92t know what to say. After 20 years of marriage I could honestly say I had no idea my husband would even consider this, but there he was standing with his pants around his ankles with his best friend on his knees sucking him off. From the way Jim was going at it you could tell he was really enjoying it as much as my husband. After a few minutes I could see my husband tense up and his whole body started to jerk in spasms. Almost collapsing to the floor with each spasm filling his friends mouth with come. As if that was not enough to take in for one day what happened next really floored me. I saw my husband get on his knees as his friend stood up and let his pants fall to the floor. He then took hold of his cock and put it in his mouth and started to suck on it. He looked like he was enjoying it. With just a few strokes he had his friend hard as a rock. Then he started to really go at it with his friends cock going in and out of his mouth. Then Jim put both hands on my husbands head and John grabbed his ass with both hands it was hard to tell who was doing the pumping and my husband was mouth fucking his best friend when they started doing this it only took three to four minutes for him to fill my hubbies mouth with come. Then I saw my hubby look up at his friend and with one big gulp he swallowed his full load. It was then I noticed that the house felt about 15 degrees warmer than it should and that I had fluid running down my leg. I was also breathing extra hard and my heart felt like it was about ready to leap out of my chest. Without thinking I stepped out of the doorway to the family room and made my way back to the kitchen where I sat down for a few minutes and thought about what I had just witnessed. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs20\kerning28\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 I just kept thinking wow I had no idea there was this side to my husband. Then the real dark thoughts came over me. What if he is gay? Is he going to leave me after 20 years of marriage? Does he even still love me? The most devastating one of all, am I still able to satisfy my husband? I love my husband with all my heart, I\u8217 \'92m devoted to him, and being with him all these years has made my life worth living. Why would he want to stay with me if he is gay? How could I as a woman make him happy? These thoughts were flooding through me like a torrent and the more I thought the worst I felt with in seconds I just felt like total shit and I did not know what to do. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 I finally regained some sort of composure and got up to finish my chores before starting supper. I worked in the kitchen for a little bit. Then I went back to our bedroom to straiten up a little. As I walked past the family room an irresistible urge came over me to go in and be next to my husband. I sat next to him on the couch and just cuddled up close to him. I did not care if Jim was there nor did I care what he would think of my presence. I just knew I needed to be close to my husband at the time. John knew right away something was upsetting me. He started to hold me in a reassuring way. Which made me feel safe and secure, after a few moments he looked down at me and said let\u8217\'92s go and talk in the bedroom. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 Then he excused himself from Jim and we went back to our bedroom. There he asked what was wrong? Before I could answer he asked if everything was ok with the kids, our parents then he asked if everything was ok with our brother\u8217\'92s and sisters . It was like he was asking if someone had died, but could not bring himself to ask whom. I just looked up at him trembling with fear of the questions I was about to ask. I just said with my voice quivering, do you still love me? Do you still desire me? He just stepped forward reaching out with his arms and pulled me toward him. Holding me tightly to his chest he just said \u8220\'93Baby your everything to me, you\u8217\'92re the one who makes my life worth living.\u8221\'94 My husband then lowered his head down and kissed my neck then he gently scraped his teeth against it. My legs started to grow weak with this and it was getting difficult to stand on my own. He then raised his head a little and sucked on my earlobe gently chewing on it rubbing my earring with his tongue. It was then my legs gave away and I would have fallen completely on the floor if it were not for his strong arms holding me up. He then grabbed my head with both hands and gave me a long powerful passionate kiss probing my mouth with his tongue I could still get a hint of taste of Jim\u8217\'92s come in my husbands mouth you would think I would be repelled but just the opposite it fed a deep hunger inside of me for my husband. It was as if I had been starving a long time and I just could not get enough of my husband . Passionately I began kissing and caressing him. I was on the verge of ripping our clothes off and ravaging him right then and there but I got my composure back , remembering we did have a guest in our house. \u8220\'93John we have to continue this later tonight, after Jim goes home.\u8221\'94 is what I whispered in his ear he then gently backed away kissing me lightly before he let me go. As I watched him leave our bedroom to go back and watch the game with game with Jim I realized my underwear was soaked again. Geeze I thought the second time today if this keeps up I will run out of clean underwear before I go to bed tonight.\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 That night as we were just getting in to bed Jim must have been able to tell there was still something bothering me as he turned over and just held me for a bit. As he was holding me all I could think of was the image of him on his knees with his best friends cock ramming in and out of his mouth. I didn\u8217\'92t know what to say or to even think. On one hand society says I\u8217\'92m supposed to be repulsed by the idea of him doing this with his best friend on the other hand I was getting so wet just thinking about it. After a couple of minutes I returned his embrace , then I slowly started to gently give him wet kisses. The next think I knew I had him on his back with me lowering my self on his engorged cock. We started off slow and easy at first with me just enjoying every sensation of him in sided me. I was working my hips and my vaginal muscles milking his man hood. As the passion built up he reach up and pulled me down on top of him and he started to ram his cock in and out of my pussy with such force I thought I was going to split in two. Then I started to shutter with a flood of orgasms one after another, each one more powerful that the one before. I thought I was going to pass out on the last orgasm but my husband would not let go of me. After my last orgasm I went limp then I saw his face turn red felt every muscle in his body tense up and he had his (as far as I know) second orgasm of the day. It seemed it went on forever shooting stream after stream of come in side of me. Then the tension totally vanished from his body as I lay on top of him. He was breathing very hard for a few minutes afterward. He just could not get enough oxygen out of the air and I could also feel his heart pounding in his chest. It was beating so hard I thought it was going to bust out through his rib cage. Within just a couple of minutes we both fell asleep with me on top of my husband.\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 I woke up he next morning still on top of my husband I could feel the gentle rising and falling of his chest as he was breathing the cool morning air. Listening to the soft rhythmic beating of his heart in his chest. God it just felt so good being next to him like this. I lowered my head and gently kissed him on his cheek then I worked my way down to his neck, chest and abdomen. Softly kissing him as I worked my way down. I had no idea what I was going to do next but I just wanted to satiate the emotional hunger that was still eating at my soul. There I was my face was in his crouch. I was kissing and licking around his pubic area with out thinking I took his semi hard cock in my mouth and with in a few sucks he was getting hard with just two more sucks on his man hood he was hard as a bar of steel. Then I really started to work on him working my jaw muscles and my tongue on it. Appling sucking pressure as my head rose from his pubic region. John started to moan with pleasure. It was like he was struggling between waking up to such extreme pleasure and wanting to remain in his peaceful slumber. As he was waking up he started to moan \u8220\'93 god that feels good\u8230\'85\u8230\'85oh god don\u8217\'92t stop oh man I love you babe don\u8217\'92t stop. \u8230\'85don\u8217\'92t stop oh god pleas don\u8217\'92t stop\u8230\'85..oh god oh god I love you Jill oh god I love you so much\u8221\'94. It was then I went for broke and dove my head all the way down on his cock until I had it all in my mouth swirling my tongue around it sucking on it as hard as I could. Then I felt my husband tense up and start to shoot is hot load of juice in my mouth filling it completely. I released his cock when he started to go soft and rose to be on the same level as him. I took his head in both of my hands holding him gently and lowered my lips to his and passionately kissed him sticking my tongue in his mouth swirling it around. Then I released the load of cum he had just given me into his own mouth and kissed him again not releasing him till he had swallowed it. I rose up and looked him and said honey I love you to then lowered my lips to his again and kissed him. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 I told him it was time to get up and get some stuff done around the house John replied your right. We got out of bed and got dressed and I went to the kitchen to fix breakfast. When John arrived at the table I asked what his plans were for the day and he said that he and Jim were going fishing and leaving about 9am. Jim arrived about a quarter till nine he was always a little early John and I got up from the table and cleared away the dishes and then John got his fishing gear together. As they were leaving I asked Jim what Sue was doing today and he replied he didn \u8217\'92t know but it would be ok if I went over to see her. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 After the guys left I went over to Sue and Jim\u8217\'92s house. I knocked on the door and Sue came and let me in, she was wearing a terry cloth bathrobe. It was evident there was nothing on under neath it. She had a frazzled look about her so I ask if there was anything wrong while she was pouring us some coffee she replied no , only that Jim left her hanging this morning. I gave a chuckle and said I didn\u8217 \'92t have that problem in fact I was still a little sore from John\u8217\'92s love making. He really gave a thorough me a work out. She commented that she wished she had that problem today but now she was just really frustrated. I asked what she was going to do about it and she replied she had not decided yet. Then she started to ask what John and I did last night so I thought what the hell. I told her all the details of what we did when we went to bed. The one thing I did not expect though was how turned on I got telling her about it then she asked about this morning so I told her about waking up John with the blow job by now my underwear was soaked through. I then ask what she had in mind for her situation she said she might watch a video later. \u8220\'93Really\u8221\'94 I said, \u8216\'91could I watch to\u8221 \'94 \u8220\'93of course\u8221\'94 she replied. We then went in to the living room and she asked if I had any preferences and I just said you pick what you and Jim like. The first tape was an all girl tape when it first appeared I asked her \u8220 \'93if this was Jim\u8217\'92s favorite\u8221\'94 and she said \u8220\'93not really , the second one is what gets Jim hot\u8221\'94 then I asked if she ever did this for real and she replied yes she liked a the taste of a woman from time to time . That floored me I had no idea there was this side to her but there she was sitting with her robe open watching a lesbian tape lightly fingering her self. To be honest it was more fun watching Sue satisfy herself than it was watching the tape. She looked like she was really getting into it, but it was also evident she was not in a hurry to get her body where she wanted it to be. I have to admit seeing her sitting on the couch semi naked with her robe open baring her flesh for me and watching her little fingers delicately work on her pussy got my juices flowing to the point it was making me uncomfortable. This must have become evident to sue as she looked over to me and suggested, \u8220\'93It would be ok for me to get more comfortable and enjoy myself more\u8220\'93. I was too shy and scared to what that would lead to so I just sat there in my tee shirt and shorts hoping I would not have a wet spot in my crotch when it was time for me to go home. Just as the movie was about to end sue had a series of small orgasms, I looked over at her and asked if she felt better now and she smiled at me and said yes a little bit. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 When the movie ended, sue asked if I would like to watch the next one with her. \u8220 \'93Sure\u8221\'94 I said \u8220\'93why not? Lets see what makes Jim hot\u8221\'94 . Sue said this is a little different and not many people are in to it, all I ask is that you give it a chance I replied ok and she put the disk in. when the movie started it was evident from the start it was an all guy affair dealing with oral sex. I just sat there in silence, watching the guys sucking each other. It just kept reminding me what I saw yesterday. Before long my juices where flowing out of me. Sue noticed I was getting real uncomfortable and asked what I thought of the movie I replied it was ok but I had no idea that Jim would be in to this kind of thing. Then I asked if she knew if he ever did it for real. She thought for a few seconds then looked at me and said yes before she could continue I asked her what she thought of the idea of her man being on his knees servicing another guy . She was apprehensive at first then replied that Jim was not the first man that she had been with nor was he her first husband, but she said he was the first man who did not beat her, drink to excess, do drugs, or gamble the family money away . He was on the other hand the first man who respected her as a person and a woman . \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 Then I asked \u8220\'93but what if he was gay\u8220\'93.\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 She replied \u8220\'93Jim is defiantly not gay being gay has more to do with who you are emotionally attracted than it does with who you have sex with. Although he does like to have sex with men I think it is different for him than when he is with a woman.\u8221\'94\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\u8220 \'93What do you mean?\u8221\'94 I asked?\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\u8220 \'93With me I can feel an emotional intensity with him. Some time it seems like he drains a little of his soul when we make love. With men I think it is more like he is playing or sharing a deep bond of friendship besides he once told me there is no way he could live with a man\u8221\'94 she replied.\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 I sat in silence for a minute while I thought about what she said then with a smile on my face I asked \u8220\'93you ever get to watch him with a guy?\u8221\'94\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 She gave me a wicked smile and said \u8220\'93yes\u8221\'94\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\u8220 \'93How was it?\u8221\'94 I asked\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\u8220 \'93Hot, hot, hot,\u8221\'94 was her reply.\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\u8220 \'93Any one I know?\u8221\'94\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\u8220 \'93Yes but we both promised to never tell, I hope you understand\u8221\'94 she replied back with a real wicked smile. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 We watched the movie some more making comments to each other about what was going on all the while I kept thinking I hope John cuts his fishing trip short I was beginning to need some real relief. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 Sue looked like she was about to have her second series of orgasms when she looked at me and asked if I would go to the kitchen to get her a glass of ice water. When I returned with a couple of glasses it did not look like she had made any progress in her actions she motioned for me to come and sit next to her, she said it would make it easier for her to get off and she would really appreciate it. I sat on the couch next to her it did feel uncomfortable at first, but watching the movie with her while she sat next to me fondling her self was in a weird way erotic to me. Before long I reached down and touched her thigh I could feel a little tension release form her body. I slowly began to lightly massage her leg working my hand to the inside of her thigh. With each stroke my hand when a little higher till I was actually rubbing the outside of her pussy. Then she reached down and grabbed my hand using it to work rub her self directing me with out words as to what she wanted done to her. I started to work her clit with my fingers rubbing softly at first gradually working of the pressure till I was rubbing so hard I thought I might hurt her then her body went stiff kicking her legs strait out and arching her back then she went limp and tensed up a gain she did this about four times gasping for air each time it happened. When she finally relaxed I looked over at her and asked if she felt better now. She just looked over at me and smiled and replied of course and thanks for being here for me. The movie ended and we straitened up the living room and kitchen. As I was leaving sue hugged and kissed me, thanking me for being here for her I then hugged and thanked her for our little chat saying in away it awakened me to be more open minded and understanding in the future.\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 It was late in the afternoon when john came home he looked tired which was normal after a full day of fishing. With out thinking I went over to him and gave him a passionate kiss sticking my tongue in his mouth probing around again I got a faint taste of his best friend. I with drew looked at him and said honey I\u8217\'92m ready to talk now. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 I looked across the table at him and said \u8220\'93I do love you with all my heart and I can\u8217\'92t imagine life without you. I need to know what you think of me and our marriage?\u8221\'94 \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 He looked at me and said, \u8220\'93Where is this coming from?\u8221\'94 \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 Cooley I looked at him and said \u8220\'93when I came home from the store yesterday I looked in to the living room and saw Jim sucking you off after you came in his mouth you got on your knees pulled his shorts down and stuck his cock in your mouth, I watched you suck him till he filled your mouth with come. When I kissed you a few minutes later I could taste him in your mouth. When I kissed you last night I could still taste him. Just like I could taste him when we just kissed, I need to know if you\u8217\'92re gay and if you\u8217\'92re going to leave me? \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 He looked at me the way a suspects looks on television when the police line all the evidence before them and he looked scared, he was turning white with fear.\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\u8220 \'93Honey you need to know I still love you, I can\u8217\'92t imagine being with anyone else I just need to know if your going to leave me for your best friend\u8221 \'94 I tried to say in a reassuring tone.\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 He looked at me and quietly replied, \u8220\'93 You\u8217\'92re the one I want to live with, I can\u8217\'92t imagine being with anyone else with all my heart and soul . But what Jim and I have is different I\u8217\'92m pretty sure he feels the same way about sue as I do you. Do we like to spend time together and do things with each other? Yes it\u8217\'92s a special bond that men form with there best friends and we are fortunate that you and sue kind of understand that our time together makes the time you and I have even more special. Am I gay the answer would have to be no. Do I want to leave you for him the answer would be a definite no. But can we stop playing I don\u8217\'92t want to do that either. I enjoy our time together too much for that to happen. But I do want to stop hiding this from you.\u8221\'94 \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 I got up from the table and walked over to him and kissed him passionately holding his face with both of my hands then I looked at him and said \u8220\'93I\u8217\'92m not going to ask you do that but I would like to watch again sometime and I would like your permission to talk to sue about this.\u8221\'94 \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 He replied \u8220\'93ok\u8221\'94 \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28 I just felt like a ton had been lifted off me. My stress level was so much lower now. I knew I felt comfortable with our situation knowing where I stood with my husband . I was also anticipating the next time I would get to watch him and his friend together as for me and sue who knows I\u8217\'92m not limiting my options there. \par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1\ri720{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par } \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par} \pard\nowidctlpar\nooverflow\sl240\slmult1{\f0\lang1033\fs24\kerning28\par} }