It Is What It Is

By Danyealle

(MF/angst/fanfiction)

Chapter 1

Teasing

Pressing his body tightly against her backside, hands on her shoulders, then whispered in her ear hotly, “The things this Sesshomaru would do to your body would be more pleasurable than anything you’ve ever experienced in your entire life.” He then began to trace his tongue around the ridge of her ear.  Feeling her shiver and hearing her heavy intake of breath made him smirk arrogantly. “Aren’t you at least a little curious, miko?”

Even though he wouldn’t admit to anyone, Sesshomaru enjoyed tormenting the little priestess like this. No, he couldn’t remember why or how it started but it had been going on for a while now.  Every time she would show up to bring Rin some things she had picked up for her he would pull her away from the camp so he could keep on teasing her. He would admit, however, that he enjoyed seeing her blush brightly. When the first flush of red began to appear on her cheeks he would redouble his efforts, amused. But that wasn’t the case anymore. Now it was a challenge and he was bound and determined that he would take her to his bed at least once. There was also another plus side to it. When he finally convinced her, he would have the secret knowledge that he had what the half-breed coveted so much. No, he wouldn’t embarrass her by revealing it to anyone, it would be their secret.

Continuing on, Sesshomaru pulled her closer to him, stepped behind her and leaned over slightly.  “Think about it miko…  You’re first wouldn’t be at the hands of a fumbling boy who doesn’t know how to pleasure a woman but with a full grown youkai who is well-schooled in giving women the ultimate in pleasure,” he told her in a low whisper, his voice smooth as silk. Pulling her back against his chest he rubbed his already hard, throbbing erection against her backside.  Almost immediately he could sense her reaction. Feeling the miko starting to shake, Sesshomaru could smell her arousal making him smirk wickedly. Oh yes, he was most certainly having an affect on her! Growling softly, that noise that female youkai seemed to like so well, he placed his hands on her waist before pulled her tightly against him, rubbing his swollen member against her.  Whispering in her ear, he said, “Don’t you want to know how good this Sesshomaru can make you feel? How much pleasure I can give you?”

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Gulping, eyes wide, Kagome couldn’t help but shiver as his sexy, sensual voice caressed her ear.  Every time he spoke, no matter what the topic, her whole body broke out in goose bumps and a molten heat seemed to center between her legs, swirling and throbbing. If he was close or touched her in any way, no matter how innocent the gesture, her skin prickled and she flushed hot as though her blood had been ignited. Her breath would become labored as though she had been running at top speed. But worst of all, her traitorous brain would supply images of what he would say to her in vivid detail when he did what she termed ‘orally torment’ to her. Every time that would happen she would blush a cherry red and start to stammer like an idiot. Kagome didn’t even want to think about the number of times she had to relieve herself once she was out of his presence while envisioning what he had described or talked about. If she didn’t take care of it and bathe before she went back to camp then Inuyasha would get a whiff of it and would be snarly for quite a while, making everyone’s life miserable until he pulled himself out of it. 

Yes, when the whole thing with Sesshomaru started she had asked him politely to stop. Several times as a matter of fact but all it seemed to do was egg him on. In fact, she had done what could only be termed begging him to quit but that hadn’t worked either. Unfortunately, he had seemed to like that.

Not long after it had started Kagome knew she should have just stop going to wherever he was ‘camped out’ when it was close by. I would have been easy to make arrangements so that he would come pick the things she had brought up rather than her go to him. But considering the stench Inuyasha caused every time Sesshomaru turned up, she decided that for her to go to the demon lord would be better for all the parties involved. Honestly, she felt it was easier to tolerate the dirty talking taiyoukai than an Inuyasha foul-mouth fit.

But being honest with her self, Kagome had to admit that on some level it was quite flattering really. How many human females could honestly say that the powerful and deadly Western Lord had repeatedly made passes at them? As far as she knew, only one: herself. That was an ego boost for sure! On top of that, he was the most handsome ‘man’ she had ever seen in her entire life. 

For a while, at first, she was sure that it was just a joke to tease her. But at this point Kagome knew it wasn’t. Sesshomaru was putting in too much time and effort for it to be merely a joke.  Plus, she doubted that even youkais, no matter how powerful, could summon an erection at will, let alone keep it up. No, when he first started there had been no overt signs of his arousal but, boy oh boy; there were several months into it. In fact the first time she had felt it pressed against her she had been rendered speechless, unable to utter any sound at all, stunned, eyes bulging. At that moment the only semi-coherent thought Kagome had was that she hadn’t know they came that big. Unfortunately for her, all that pressing flesh had an unwelcome side effect; those damn dreams!

It wasn’t long after it first started that she had begun having dreams about him. At first they had been mild with some erotic undertones to it. Then the erotic undertones became very overt and X-Rated. Finally they had started being ‘wet dreams’ that were play by play repeats with visuals of what he had described or mentioned. It got to the point that it was almost a sure-fire guarantee that after seeing him she would wake up in a post-orgasmic bliss, throbbing madly and panties a gooey mess. 

Kagome pushed all thoughts aside when she felt his long, semi-rough tongue dance across her neck with one question that pushed its way to the forefront; did she really want to do this? That sarcastic voice that made its self known as a regular basis answered with a simple ‘well duh’!  OK, on some level she would grudgingly admit to wanting what he was proposing. There was no doubt that she found him attractive, well most women that had a pulse would find him attractive, and quite sexually stimulating.

Being honest with herself, she knew that the longer it went on the more she was considering it.  Yes, she was well aware that it was more than likely going to be just a one time thing. Like so many others, once he got what he had wanted he would probably lose interest. After all, it’s just sex, no attachments. Sure, the proper, modest side of her was already screeching loudly because she was even considering it.  But another part of herself was quietly lobbying to give it a shot.

Eyes sliding shut, Kagome panted heavily as the two sides of her self waged war over the big taiyoukai whose hands and mouth seemed to setting both her mind and body alight.

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Sensing something, but not sure what, was different this time. It may well be that he had an opening that wasn’t there before and might not ever again. If this was his chance then he damn well would take it. Grinding himself against her, he growled softly, nibbling on her ear. “Just say yes Kagome. That one word will allow me to pleasure you in ways you’ve never felt before.”

Sensing an uptick in her arousal Sesshomaru pushed on, his beast egging it to go for it. Letting his hands glide upwards, he boldly ran his calloused palms over her pert breasts, feeling her hard nipples brush against them. Hearing a soft whimper escape from her, he smirked wickedly. “That feels good, doesn’t it Kagome? I can make it feel even better,” he whispered in her ear. Gently, he cupped the soft mounds and pinched her nipples softly. “This would only be the beginning,” he assured her.

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Shivering uncontrollably, she stood there, wide-eyed, trying to catch her breath. Licking her dry lips she asked, voice shaky, “Who will know about this?”

“No one but you and I unless you decide to tell someone.” He replied smoothly, sensing he was on the precipice of victory.

Shaking harder, Kagome shut her eyes then gave a mental gulp before pressing on. “It’ll be nothing more than sex right? No long term attachments?”

“It is what it is. Pleasure for both of us with no attachments,” he purred in her ear.

Shuddering violently as he rubbed her nipples, she moaned softly. In a quiet whisper, as though she were afraid someone was listening, Kagome said, “Alright. Just go a bit easy. It’s my first time after all…”

With his beast howling in triumph he just smirked again before telling her, “I’ll treat your innocence with the utmost gentleness, be assured of that.”

Nodding, she tried to stop shaking and get herself under control. Even though it was her choice and decision she was still nervous and just a touch frightened.

Turning her around, Sesshomaru held her to his chest tightly the leaned down and kissed her fervently, his tongue parting her lips before slid in. Holding her tightly, he lowered them both onto the ground. With inhuman speed, both their clothes were off, carelessly tossing them into a pile not far away. Although his beast was hollering for him to take here immediately he didn’t.  He had promised her pleasure and the utmost of it he would give. Who knows, he may want a repeat performance down the road some time in the future. If she enjoyed the experience she would acquiesce easier.

Locking his mouth on hers, he gave Kagome a passionate kiss before breaking away. Slowly, he had started to lick and nibble down her body as his lanky frame slid downwards towards his prize.  Pausing at her chest, his tongue and mouth lavished attention on both of them, licking and sucking on her coral colored nipples until she was gasping and moaning, body quaking.

Continuing on, he lavished them with special attention and almost grinned when she began to moan his name over and over. After flicking his tongue across them one last time Sesshomaru resumed his low crawl down her body once again. After flicking his tongue into the divot of her navel he slid down to his goal. Spreading her mile long legs, he slowly slid between them.

As soon as her thighs parted the musky scent of her arousal hit him full force, making his already rock hard flesh throb and pre-cum starting to trickle from the head. Sliding around, he found the position he liked then gazed at her wet and slightly spread sex. The majority of demoness’ he had bedded in the past had a great deal of hair in that area but Kagome didn’t. There was a sparse sprinkling of it above her slit but the rest was smooth and bare, giving him a wonderful view of her most private of places.

Inclining his head, he took a long sniff. Her arousal seemed to shoot to the pleasure centers in his brain, making both he and his beast growl lustily. With two fingers, he rubbed up and down her delicious looking sex, feeling her slick wetness coat them liberally. Gently, he spread her engorged and slightly darkened lips, revealing the pink inner walls. Flicking out his tongue, Sesshomaru ran it the full length of her slit from bottom to the top, making her gasp and shake.  He savored the tangy sweetness of her essence on his tongue, growling in appreciation. Allowing himself only a moment to savor it he then dove back in. Flattening his tongue, he bathed her tasty sex with long, slow strokes before zeroing in on her clit, flicking it with the tip of his tongue.

Unable to stop herself, Kagome arched up and cried out softly, fingers entwining in his long, silver locks. Nothing she had felt before had come close to the pleasure Sesshomaru’s tongue was giving her. It was sending hot sparks skittering through out her body, making every inch of it pulse and seem to ignite. Hips thrust up off the ground, she clung to him as her eyes rolled back then the lids fluttered shut.

Sucking and licking on her clit, his two fingers sliding down then started to probe her entrance gently. Acutely aware of her virginal state, the taiyoukai slowly slid one finger into her, relaxing when he felt no barrier. Slowly, he eased it in, feeling her slick heat surround the probing digit.  Once he had it all the way in her, Sesshomaru twisted it around and thrust it slightly. Flicking his tongue back and forth over the tip of her little pearl, he relished the sounds she was making.  Removing his tongue he fastened his lips over it and sucked gently, sending her over the edge.  Arching up, she screamed his name as her body throbbed and pulsed madly. While she was distracted, he slid a second finger in to join the first. By the time he slid in a third she wasn’t able to hold still. Squirming and bucking around, she cried out his name over and over, her short nails digging relentlessly into his scalp.

When he felt she was as ready as she would ever be to take him, Sesshomaru brought her to another peak then positioned himself on his knees between her spread legs. Leaning over her body, he rested his forearm over her head then captured her lips again, letting her taste her own essence. Reaching down between their bodies, he grabbed a hold of his throbbing cock then rubbed the head of it between her spread lips, wetting it. Breaking off the kiss, he inclined his head, his mouth near one of her small ears. Growling softly, he told her, voice slightly more husky than normal, “Try to relax, Kagome. There will be some pain no matter what but it won’t be as bad if you stay relaxed.”

Kagome nodded to let him know she understood then tried to force herself to calm down and stop the shakes. Even though she was aroused and wanting him she couldn’t help but to be a little frightened. Yes, she was well acquainted with the mechanics of sex and what she should expect but learning it from a book or class isn’t the same thing as doing it. Shutting her eyes, she wrapped her arms around his torso and clung to him. 

Sensing her fear, he kissed her softly as he positioned his cock at her entrance. Once it was in place he slowly thrust his hips, easing himself into her. As her tight, slick walls surrounded him and stretched to accommodate his girth he groaned. Although he wanted to lose himself in the highly pleasurable feeling, Sesshomaru forced himself to stay focused. He nibbled and nipped along her jawline trying to distract her a bit from the pain he knew she was feeling as he slid in. 

Although Kagome he was going slow and trying to be as gentle as he could, his hard flesh sliding in felt like she was being skewered with something. Eyes screwed tightly shut, she panted through gritted teeth as he ever so slowly slid in. Feeling his hot breath on her neck and the soft bites and nips, she tried to concentrate on what he was doing to rather than the pain.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity to her, she felt his crotch pressed to hers letting her know that he was finally all the way in. Clinging to him, she whimpered as she tried to relax so the uncomfortable stretched feeling would begin to abate.

Panting heavily, Sesshomaru’s eyes slid shut; the pleasurable feeling of her tight flesh gripping onto him was making it quite hard for him to maintain his self control. Just one thrust would be all it took for him to explode. Leaning down over her again, he nuzzled the side of her head while imparting soothing words that he hoped would help her relax.

Finally, the pain began to diminish leaving only a stretched feeling, something that was uncomfortable but didn’t hurt. Holding him with one arm still wrapped around him, Kagome placed a hand on the back of his head then drew him down into a passionate kiss. 

Devouring her mouth, he sensed that her pain level had dropped finally. Slowly, he pulled out making her whimper softly and him to groan through clenched teeth before thrusting back into her  Rather than hear her moan Sesshomaru felt it as they kissed. Encouraged, he thrust again.  Her tiny fingers began to dig into his back.  Slowly, he started increasing his rhythm, thrusting faster.

Those first couple thrusts had left her with a raw tender feeling but after that it began to feel fantastic! Better, in fact, than she had ever thought possible. Breaking off the kiss, Kagome shivered and gasped, feeling her body once more climbing to a peak.

Pushing himself up, Sesshomaru placed his palm on the ground by her so he could look down at her face and see her reaction as he began to piston himself faster. Emboldened when all he heard were cries of pleasure coming from her. Stopping, he pulled her hips up his thighs a bit then once again started to fuck her with long, deep strokes. This time with each thrust he brushed across her sensitive little clit, causing her to moan louder and her whole body quiver. As he moved faster a familiar hot throb began to build in her abdomen and began swirling outwards. Feeling as though her whole body was starting to pulse, she arched up and ground herself on him as though she were trying to get him in deeper.

Encouraged, he slipped his arm under the small of her back and lifted her up a bit as he began thrusting faster.  Eyes lock on her face, he bared his fangs at her, “Come for me, Kagome!”  He barked. 

It was as though his very words had the power to dictate her actions because that hot knot in her belly exploded, shooting hot sparks that seemed to set her blood on fire and produced a wave of pleasure that engulfed her whole body.  Stiffening up, she screamed his name as her powerful orgasm held her in its grip.

Feeling her walls seize around him, as though they were trying to pull him in deeper, Sesshomaru counted backwards to stave off his own peak.  When he was convinced he once again had himself under control he looked down at her.  “Come for me again,” he growled as he continued thrusting.

“Oh Kami, Sesshomaru!”  Kagome screamed as her body once more soared toward another almost mind-altering climax.  Unable to stop it, her hips began to buckle on their own, thrusting in sync with him.

Meeting her thrusts, Sesshomaru snarled loudly.  Moving faster, his eyes took on a more feral look as small threads of red began to weave in among the gold.  When he felt her walls once more begin to flutter against his throbbing flesh he knew he could hold out no more.

Locking her legs around him she ground onto him then screamed loudly as she came once again, her whole body shaking from the force of it.

A couple strokes later he let out a loud roar and buried himself all the way in her one last time and came.

When the almost earth-shattering pleasurable climax finally released its hold on him, he collapsed onto his side, pulling her with him.  Taking her in his arms, he held her to his chest as they both tried catching their breath.

Much to her surprise, and pleasure, they had two more bouts of sex before they were satiated.  After the last on they slipped into a nearby hot springs to wash away any traces of evidence of their coupling as well as to help sooth any soreness Kagome may have.

Carefully, Sesshomaru bathed and washed Kagome’s hair for her, much to her delight.  Part of it was as something like a ‘reward’ to express how pleased he was with her.  But he also wanted to make sure he hadn’t left any marks on her that may tell Inuyasha what had happened or make him suspicious in any way.  When he finished with her, much to his surprise, she returned the favor.  Her small hands on him as she gently washed him felt magnificent! 

When they finished bathing and were once again dressed, he pulled her into a tight hug, kissing her softly.  “You have pleased this Sesshomaru greatly.  We will be doing it again in the future.”

Blushing brightly, she looked up at him, a tiny smile turning up the corners of her mouth.  After giving him a peck on the cheek Kagome retrieved her pack and then started back to where her campsite for the night was.

Watching her go, the taiyoukai smirked wickedly.  “Indeed little miko, we will have a repeat performance, that I assure you,” he vowed quietly.  That smirk turned into a wicked grin as he pondered what the half-breeds reaction would be if he found out that his hated half-brother had his woman.  Revenge was sure sweet even if the person you were getting said revenge on didn’t have a clue about what was done.  No, he didn’t have sex with her to get revenge he had done it because he had wanted to, nothing more than that.  The quiet revenge was just an added bonus.